Uncertain

John Boord is graduating from college in less than 15 days....

That man busted his ass all year and really deserves a great job, which he may get really soon. He's totally gonna be that friend that always has money now, which means Chris will have to step down from that pedestal and be the guy that has money, but not as much as Johnny B. Hehe.

I'm really happy for him.

And then there's me. I look at John Boord and see a guy who has already paved the way for a great life. He's set. He know's what he wants... But me? I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.

Who knows where I'm going. What I'm going to do.. I'm just totally making it up as I go along and..

I can't even decide if I'm happy or not.